"wearing mask" so basically i'm back from marina barrage. it was okay, didn't really enjoyed myself, but anyway. yeahh
ok. back to the main point :))
look at my june holiday timetables. if i were / force / need / must to go all, my last word is:
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR RUINING MY JUNE HOLIDAYS ;DD
well. :(
i don't wanna go for the math program cos i'll surely end up sleeping and waste all the 
58 soo.... i'm still considering though :)oh yes. and YES, i am selected to go for NJRC training but this time only to mentor the juniors. OMG I FEEL SO PROUD :D. anyway, yeah. but i don't feel like going. most of us don't either :) i'll ask monica.
BUT! if don't go, i'll get to see my juniors again. and yes, i miss them truckloads
and if i go, i'll be under pressure once again :( 
"I'm just so scared of living now. I'm afraid of problems and obstacles that'll come. I'm afraid of consequences when I know I'm at fault. I'm afraid of myself, my friends, my family, everybody. I'm paranoid of living. I wish I could run and hide in fantasy. I wish I could dream and never wake up. But all I wish was to be stronger."
THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT ALL.
i was feeling abit down that day and i had no friend to talk to and i 100% agree to my own-made quote: good friends are there only to share the joy, and not the sorrow.prove me wrong. i don't want it to be true either. whether it's luck or not, why do i always feel that way? instead, friends whom you'll never thought be there, WAS. well. :(
i feel like i'm not strong at all. a little jealousy could kill me, and i might just break down, anytime. why? i always thought in my mind when my friend was jealous and gave us attitude, why is she so sensitive? like that also angry. but now. it's me. i'm more weaker than i thought. i wasn't strong at all.
i wore a mask that shows my happiness. but my heart died inside. i couldn't take it in anymore. i just wanted to cry. and sometimes in class, i'll just cry at random times.
but anyway. I LOVE HUIWEN TTM :D