Sunday, May 30, 2010, 4:20 AM
"never felt this way before"
hello there. yeap,
i am Jolene. :) i've decided to start a fresh. no more cyberworld, for as long as i can, or at least till psle is over. i'll not post emoticons anymore, buy PICTURES instead! :)) is it awesomer? :P
sorry party peeps, i can't upload the pictures now due to lagginess.
haiiz, btw, these days i've been feeling overwhelmed with mixed emotions. misery, listless, moody, happy, emotional and so on. gawwwdd, i've been feeling more of sadness anyway. and sometimes i just wish i could break down.
i don't know how to describe this feeling. why can't i be more loved like any other 12 year olds? why isn't this happening the way i plan or anticipated?
and sometimes i just need somebody to be there. i want to cry my hearts out. i can't wait for encounter camp now, for clinic session. gahh.
i know i should be more grateful for what i have now. i have a strong family, suffecient financial support, caring teachers, awesomest friends and friendly environement to live in. i'm not deserving enough to ask for anything more.
ok, out of topic.
since father's day are coming, next sunday, right? :l
i just want to say
my dad is the most wonderful dad in the world.
my dad has to drive us as early as 630am to drive my sisters and i, despite the TWO long destinations.
my dad always listens to my mom, even when he's right.
and, my dad never forgets what he promised.
so tell me, which of your dads are like this? aww. thank you daddy, for everything, even though you can be really annoying at times. :)
At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, reblog.
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