"i never really knew" so hello there
nothing much happened recently, but anyway, my teacher talked to me again this friday. i'm not really gonna write what she say, but anyway, i think she is the mean-ist teacher.when i clearly, obviously, literally DO NOT
that made me very pissed and i cried again wtfffffffff.
she talked to me so sternly this time and what she say about BGR -_____- and what i got bad influence. i don't lah, walao. urgh. 
stewwwwwwpiiiig.yup. that's about it. probably the main point is wake up. i'm like awake already lah. just that i'm naturally dumb.
anyway.
some people saw me crying after that i stared at me. i wanted to flare up, bang the table and shout at them as i was already boiling with rage
but i somehow contained it. and it would've gotten me into big trouble and cry even more.so today's service was the awesome-mest among the 3
today's one is really meaningful. it's about 1. For All I Trust Him
2. trust and confidence
3. believing in yourself
believing in what you cannot see. believing in what you can imagine. believing in what you hope for.
i just find it so touching in some ways.
dear me,
god always has a reason. god has a reason why you failed. god has a reason to everything you do. he does the best for you, and probably failing your sa1 is the best choice for your action. there is a reason behind every consequences, and a consequence behind every reason.
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@ http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3167/3044859097_96212b9979_o.jpg
OMGGGGGG.
i can just die seeing this TToTT i want PHOTOSHOP CS5 (FIVE!!!) they have like 3D effects, maybe INSTANTLY and all other UBER COOL EFFECTS. what amazes and fascinates me most is, OMG LOOK AT THE THEME. i want to be updated one lah!!
but unfortunately, my dad won't be buying for me, but for my MOM instead TToTT that made me more sad :(((
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