"love my weakness."
Was feeling rather down just now. Thanks Qaisara for being my listening ear. And also, Jieying, <3. They should know what's my problem. Well, after all, Qaisara isn't so bad, just that maybe she should not be so uhhhh ... ?? She's a great friend. :) I love they way I feel cared, loved and warmth.
It's not nice feeling extra, unwanted or spared as a tyre isn't it? Then why did you do it to me? It's really hurting me a thousand time. I know I'm being over sensitive, but please, for once, hear what I have to say. Feel my emotional side.
I'd love to be your friend, your best friend. But if that's call "friendship" or "bestfriends", I'd rather not. I'd rather have friends who love me for who I am then to be treated me like a spare tyre, and only want me when you need me.
I'd love having a few best friends. I love the fun, the laughter, the joy. Everything that we could do together. But jealousy always engulf me. I feel so weak. I feel like I've no say. I feel so small. I tried to talk, but no one seems to hear me.