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Sunday, June 27, 2010, 5:29 AM
"neverending rainbows"

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Hi guys! :) This is probably my last post, till a million years later. Maybe until after PSLE or if there's a week break. Yup. So it's like this.. I'm banned from the computer, completely.

Even if it's not, I'm gonna challenge myself to not touch the computer for 2 months. It's 8 weeks! I'm sure I can do it!! :D Hopefully la. And right ...

AFTER THE LAST DAY OF PSLE AFTER SCHOOL, I'M GONNA CHIONG TO THE COMPUTER AND PLAY 24 / 7 :D

How time flies.. Holidays are over. School is here. And the next thing you know, Prelims are here then PSLE! I need to make use of my time now till PSLE wiser. I need to spend time revising and studying. I've not been doing that and I feel guilty of it. ):

Good luck everybody in your EOYs! Cos mine will end earlier than you guys >:D Jkjk. I still got Prelims to conquer first anyway. Okay. Wish me all the best too xD

Bye people! I'll still update my twitter.com/superjolene and facebook through my phone kay. Bye! :D

Friday, June 25, 2010, 7:10 AM
"kiss the rain"

Hey hey! Sorry for the random title, I have no inspirations lately..

Or recently..

Well, recently, I've been feeling a little lifeless ): Last time I used to make quotes, now I can't because I'm feeling nothing.. Anybody help? I can't seem to make happy quotes either. Boo.

Okay. Anyway, you notice my new layout? -winks- And oh! I've unprivate my blog too. I don't want any distractions from cyberworld but well .. haha. If you're gonna spam, I'm not gonna give a damn. So spam all you want, suckas.

So today I went to Huiwen's house, was supposed to do homework but in the end, totally slacked out there. Managed to only do 1 Chinese worksheet which is equivelant to 9 MCQs. Awesome not? :D

Anyway. I've done most of my homework laaaaa :D I'm just left with the one that can be handed in by next week, one week after the holidays ended! :) Like yay.

I have nothing much to blog about today. So I'm just gonna end this post. Oh, about my Bali trip. Delayed to 2 MONTHS TIME HAHAHAHAH xD Sorry party peeps, I needa do homework. Shall not drag any further. So I'm gonna read the newspapers and cut them now. It's such a chore!

Bye awesome readers!! :) I love you guys.

Thursday, June 24, 2010, 8:04 AM
"in a chapter of my book"

Okay. I wanted to post this yesterday but I didn't continue cos it was late already D: And also, I wanted unprivate + change my layout but the layout turns out to not be what I wanted and suckish. So .. yeah.

Haha. Wait till I got a layout that'll satisfy me. And probably it'll be 2 months later. HAHAHA.

Oh. And y'know what? My Blackberry is spoiled. ): Yes, I am 12 and I own a Blackberry Javeline (Curve 8900). Be jealous. Muahahaha. No lah, jkjk (about the jealous part). Okay, I'm gonna interrupt first.

Many people call me "rich" because I use a BB. -rolls eyes- Not that I'm expecting you guys to have one too, but it's the fact that I'm not rich!! Seriously. I just own a blackberry and I have my own desktop. My father is working in an office and my mom is a housewife. See! I'm just an ordinary girl like you.

Let me confess to you about how I got my blackberry.

One fine day, it was the first day I move to a new house and my mom insist of me to bring a phone (when I'm going out) in case I got lost or whatever. Unfortunately, my dear LG Ice-cream phone has no battery. So, my mom lent me her Blackberry. (She got 2 phones.)

Then, I got addicted to it and began keeping it. HAHAHAHAH. And tadah! That's how I got my Blackberry! :D (Of course my mom allows me to. duhh.)

Okay. I want to explain to you something else too. I'm sure none of your parents can't afford to buy Blackberry. It's just a matter of trust, I guess. It's not that I'm "richer than you". It's because my parents trust me. (HAHAHAHA.) Call me spoiled, whatever, cos I find myself kinda spoiled too. Haha.

Haha okay. That's not the point. Back to my main point. Oh wait! I forgot to explain what's spoiled. The trackball isn't working well, due to the rain i think..? It can scroll up and down, left and right, but it can't function when it is clicked.. So i have to click enter / space bar instead :(

One more thing!! It always has it battery low FAST!! Like super? Idk why either. It's because of the wifi, but it wasn't like this last time, and yes I on the wifi forever. Lol. I charged till maximum till the night before and used it for maybe 30mins? And the next morning, it's Yellow battery, which means it's almost Red.

And sometimes the alarm can go till half an hour, that's the most I've experienced, and it became Red battery, which means it's almost dead PLUS can't use wifi or call / sms. THAT'S WHAT I HATE ABOUT SMART PHONES. Fullstop.

Yah okay. So.. I watched "Karate Kid" with my sisters and Huiwen this afternoon and it's amazingly awesome!!! Ahhh. Best movie ever. Maybe better than Toys Story 3 somehow. But awwwww ): It's so sad sometimes..

Personal Rating: 5/5

I recommend you guys to watch it!! :) Watch this show of Kung Fu, as the 12 year old melts your heart of his perseverance towards making peace with the school bully. Words can't describe how amazing this show is. I'M SO GONNA BUY THE CD!!!! :P

"When life knocks you down, it's up to you to pick yourself up or not."
One quote found in the movie. I agar-agar write de. Can't remember :(

Oh! And HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Huiwen!!! ♥

You've been a great friend, best friend, and sister! ♥ I love you for who you are. And you deserve all my greatest thanks to you for all that you've made me into, in a good way. You're 1 year older than me now, which makes you a teenage! :)

Alright okay. Bye. I wanted to post about my phobias but I ran up to something random. Some other day? Or maybe soon :)

Bye!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010, 7:17 AM
"beauty inside you"

Hihi! :) Yup, I'm blogging using iPhone. How .. Pathetic?! xDD just kidding. I want to anyway. I don't like the computer anymore. Heheh.

So anyway.. I wanted to blog. Blog something. But I forgot .___.
anyway.. Nevermind. I wanted to say that I *think* I'm gonna be banned from the computer for the rest of my life .. Oh well, at least maybe until PSLE is over?

Which is 2 month later. Sigh.. It's okay though. I CAN live without the computer anyway. Just maybe it'll be boring? Who knew? Hahaha.

So anyway.. I went to school today for supplementary. Quite boring, quite fun. I think I was day dreaming the whole day lor. Heehee.

I was kinda hungry because I'd never thought that there would absolutely be no food. Geez. I live to eat yo.

Ya.. But i think I'm looking forward for tomorrow's one as my teacher ordere Macs for us, but we pay, of course. Wheee! At least I got motivation to go tomorrow right, and yes you're right, it's FOOD!!! :D

Heeeheee. Ignore me. I'm just being a glutton.

So hmm, holidays are gonna end soon. Like real soon and I have yet to complete all my homeworks. But fortunately it's all the one that is needed tk be handed up bythe next week after the holidays ended, except newspaper cuttings. D:

Gahh. I think imma start on them soon. Totally slacked today. Well I was tired!! xDD but after hearing what all my friends shared what they've done during the school holidays, put me in a strong position of guilt..

But at the same time of satisfaction. I'd never thought I'd complete all that is needed to be handed up soon.. Gahh. I gotta wake up. Psle is just 2 months away.

Sigh.. I need some motivation please.

Skip this part:
and I wonder what it's like to be really loved for who I am. I really like going to school despite the pressure because i'd leave this what we call home, home of comparisons, hate, and simply just the way we live. We never understand each other, and on fact, I guess it's my friends who knew the real me.

I want to love home more. I don't want to hide this feeling of pain, at the same time.

With the greatest love,
goodnight :)

Sunday, June 20, 2010, 3:06 AM
"wall of memories"

Okay. Imma do some ranting here. But before i continue, it's Father's Day! :) So i'm gonna write something about it.

Happy Father's Day! :) I'm not very close to my father as he doesn't stay with me, but you know.. he showers love and concern to everyone.. I can't say much now. Although you could be a REAL annoyance sometimes, i love him! :D

Okay. Whatever. Crappish enough i know.

Anyway. RANTINGS. Warning given.

"Tis better to be loved and lost, than never to have loved at all."

Alfred, Lord Tennyson

According to http://www.trivia-library.com/b/origins-of-sayings-tis-better-to-have-loved-and-lost.htm,

The Story behind It: These lines are a part of In Memoriam, which Tennyson wrote after the death of his beloved friend Arthur Hallam. Tennyson had met Hallam in 1829, when they were both students at Trinity College, Cambridge. Hallam's sudden death in 1833 threw Tennyson into a tormented and near-suicidal state. In Memoriam was not published until 1850, the same year that Tennyson was chosen poet laureate of England. Samuel Butler paraphrased the saying in The Way of All Flesh (1903): " 'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all."

It may be hard to comprehend this quote, but it's amazing how much it could relate to my life. Sort of.

You know I've been dwelling so much on the past about how my friend and I were together? Well yeah, now that i've lost it, it's brought me so much misery. You know that feeling, when you lost something really precious.. It's depressing.

".... than never to have loved at all."

Rant 2:

I have many weaknesses. I have many bad side of me.

Paroxysm of anger and emotions.

Well, too bad I can't control it. And i've been trying to contain and withstand it, especially to YOU. I can't stand your biased-ness. You've been a stuck up bitch to the eldest one.

AND.

When you both fight. COME TO ME LAH! :D COMEEEEE. -_________- GEEEZ. That's why I like to lose temper at YOUYOUYOU.

No, it doesn't really hurt that time. But the memory did. Remember when we were all immature and fought just because of talking back about each other? Yes, that did.

I just want somebody to love me for who I am, and not judge my weakness. That's it.

Friday, June 18, 2010, 5:23 AM
"build with passion and curiosity"

Hello there! :) Sorry for the lack of updates because I'm busy with my new site, Pastel Market, have you visited it yet? ;)

So anyway, apart from that, I was also busy watching movies / tv shows!! :D Hehehe. So i'm just gonna write a short, or maybe long, review about the shows I've watched to entertain you guys LOL.

If you followed my twitter, you should already know i've watched TOYS STORY 3 ...

2 TIMES

First, I went with Huiwen and the 2 guys, normal version. And secondly, I went with my sisters and Belli, 3D version, which does not have really much effects compared to the normal one.

★ ★ ★ ★ ★

Basically this movie, according to me, the professional moviegoer xD, there is no boring parts of anything you won't understand. This movie displays friendship, loyalty, teamwork and moving on. It made me tear a little, seeing how sad and painful is it to let go of something that you've got for ages.

I MEAN I CAN'T IMAGINE ME GIVING AWAY ALL MY PRECIOUS THINGS I'VE BEEN KEEPING SINCE I WAS YOUNG.

Haha, seriously. It's very difficult. I can't imagine how Andy, the guy who owned the toys, can take the pain.

Okayokay. Next.

★ ★ ★ ★ ★

STARSTRUCK!!!!!! :D

It's a new show in Disney and it hasn't premiere yet, I think. But my friend showed me a link to watch it and y'know what? IT'S AWESOME!!!!!

PS! If you've realised I've gone "so high" after typing about this, it's because Bianca IM-ed me and now we're going crazy over some angmohs guy in disney. OMG. AHHHHH. AHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HAHAH SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY. Anyway, the story of Starstruck is about celebrity's life and reality. Like how celebrity's life is so.. not real. And also, Jessica, the main character, shows bravery and strength in telling the truth, though not many believed her.

It's just too awesome. I strongly encourage all of you to watch it on Disney, it premieres on this Sunday. :).

Okay. That's all. Now on my movie list is:

1. Shrek: Forever After (but too bad it's over.)

2. Despicable Me

3. Letters to Juliet (Idk what is it but looks nice.)

i wonder what the hell was i thinking when i liked april.

ME AND BIANCA HAVE NEW TOPIC TO TALK ABOUT NOW!!!

cute angmohs celebs :B

at least better than talking about some stupid idiots.

BYE! :) Love!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010, 12:07 AM
"with love and hate"

by edlyn of reviviscent

Hello there! :) I'm backkkk. LOL! Anyway, I have nothing to blog as usual, so I'm gonna tell you something not-so-exciting, but still exciting. LOL. Okay.

Ooh! And those who're waiting for the Bali trip post, I'll blog it perhaps next week. :D. I'm busy with homeworks and stuff. Speaking of homeworks.. I still have piles and mountains of homeworks to be done D:

I'd rather die, seriously!

You know I'm kidding.

But really, it's so much you know ): That's why I don't like the holidays. And you know I'm not like all those popular kids in school, like those whose schedules are packed by people asking them out. One example: HUIWEN!

So this is my definition and ingredients for holidays:
boredom + slack + computer + doing nothing + staying at home + tons of homework
= holidays

Yea, so anyway, I gotta rush to complete my homeworks soooooon and I hope to complete it by at least next week, as the last week of holidays i got supplementary. SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!

Oh! Let's move on to the exciting part. :D.

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But I still miss you so much that it hurts. Nobody told me how much this would hurt. Why can't I be much stronger. Why can't I just forget the sweetest part of you and just remember how terrible you were to me. This feeling sucks so much.